29th September 2021
The last couple of days, maybe it has been weeks, it feels like it atleast, I have feelt sick. I'm feel cold, dizzy, just overall sick. I don't have a fever, and I don't have c-19. It's maybe one of the cycles, where my depressions gets worse. It feels like I'm drowning, or falling down in a deep dark pit. Sometimes it feels like I'm on my way out of it, but then I fall down again. right down in to the coldness, the darkness.
I often speak in pictures, well in this case write, so I'm wondering if I should start drawing again. Maybe it helps? I used to draw alot before. But I stopped sometime ago. I don't know why, but it feels like it could be a good idea to start again. I'm no artist when it comes to drawing, but I do enjoy it. And it would be nice to pick it up again.